Monday, November 14, 2005
rindu... rindu serindu rindunya...
haiz... u noe wad? no matter wad i do, how hard i try 2hate him, how much i try 2 4get him, seems like i juz cant...
its juz damn hard ah... keep thinking abt him... keep missing him so much... even thou i keep saying he's dead already, the thoughts of him juz cant die... whenever he nv sms mi, i juz miss him like crazy... (remembering sebest's singing the moffatts' miss u like crazy.... eeeeeeeeeyucks!!!)
& the strange thing is, everytime i really think of 4getting him, he sms plak... then the feeling comes back... how sia??? haiz...
am i really in luv wif him? does he really like mi? or is he juz leading mi on? i mean, ya lahz... he nv say anything, like whether we r or not... but y he sometimes say "how can u 4get the best french kiss ever?"...
tat time i still remember, the 1st morning of puasa... or actually mlm 1st day ramadhan, i sms him, then we sms rubbish ah... but @ 1st i was irritated cos he keep saying i satan & he wun b hearing from mi 4 1mth cos i'll b lock-up, hands tight up, bla bla bla...
then i say, nv slp ah? no work izzit? he say waiting 4ur kiss then can slp... i say i wanna b les, so i dun have 2kiss guys... then i say i wish i'm a guy, so i can kiss jessica alba (make him jealous ah cos he oso like jess mah)... he say wad if she's gay? i say i dun mind... hehehe... he say mite as well i dun mind him... HUH???
then dunno la... 1mth nv sms... when sms 2la dia kata... & honestly la, mmg the feeling tat time when we kiss, really... dunno how 2say la... definitely the best french kiss ever... better than my x (shall not mention name here)... wasn't messy... sensational? is tat how 2describe it? hmmm... definitely sizzling ah...
its been wad, goin 3mths since i last went out wif him? definitely miss him sia... but everytime he send mi back, i juz cant sit properly... & he wun b tat happi cos he say later terlepas how? a.c.c.i.d.e.n.t... hehehe... sorry eh...
but... haiz... he's goin reservist tml... definitely gonna miss him seh... he ask mi, still holiday ah? when i say start sch already la, he ask, then dec holiday? i say attachment, onli have 1wk block leave lor... but i check3... the time he finish reservist is wk9, block leave can take in wk7 & 8!!! sianzzzzz... haiz...
i dunno la... somehow, some1 shud really, REALLY knock my head & scream @my ear, tell mi not 2 EVER GET INVOLVE WIF OLDER & RICH GUYS!!! but i like him even b4 i noe his background wad... can u blame mi? juz tat aft the ... i juz like him more & more...
dan setiap detik yg ku laluiseluruh mlm ku membisutetap setia menantimubayanganmu entah di mana...mengapa harus kita ditemukandi saat jiwaku keresahanapakah aku 1 persinggahanmengubat rindu...oh yeah... in case u mite b thinking nonsense, i nv had sex wif him hor...
*MmuackZ*
